It's funny how fast life changes...
One minute I'm falling very purposefully in love, my boo is saying the word, "Daddy", for the first time in his life, we're traveling through Germany, Poland& Austria... talking about forever, counting down the months& days until we're all together again....
Now here we are... house hunting, you teaching our boys how to be the kind of men they can be proud to be, both of us spending our days holding hands and holding onto each moment with our beautiful children while we walk through each and every day's new adventures and trials alike. Together. Forever is happening now. We always said forever started from day one, and yet we had to wait for so much... and it was worth it baby.
I wouldn't trade what we have now for the world.
You drive me crazy, make me smile, drive me wild, keep me laughing, bring me back to solid ground, challenge me, protect me when things get to be too much, and remind me of the strength we have in what we're creating together. I can't imagine wanting anything more. And yet I can't stop dreaming of all the possibilities the future could hold for us.
Looking back is so good for me to do sometimes, it's a great reminder when I start to get overwhelmed or lost in the hustle of our day to day lives, that we've earned everything that we have and are, and that we're exactly where we want to be right now. We have come so far... held on, forgiven, hoped, believed, broken down, searched, found, built... chosen.
We started with a choice and every day it's making that choice all over again that makes us even better than the day before. I look forward to every day of my life with you and our beautiful children, and to every adventure our lives are sure to still hold. I love waking up next to you while our boys invade our bed, and someday when they're grown and gone I'll still love waking up next to my favorite man on earth.
I love you madly.
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